The Ruined My Life Story

This is my heart flow.. Have fun and good reading, pal!

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retreat

bloooooooog , udah lama banget belon post ..
3 hari lalu gue baru aja retreat , rasanya masih pengen retreat lagi dehh .
masih pengen happyhappy sama tementemennn ...
masih pengen ikurin sesisesi sama tementemenn..
masih pengen makan, hebohheboh sama temeennnn
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa bosen banget dirumaaahh
mashi pengen jalan sama tementemen masih pengen 1 rumahh.. masih pengin semuanyaaaa! hiks
sayang banget sekarang udah pulaangg , capek sih retreat ..
tapi drpd di rumah sih mending retreattt , happyhappy banget disana walopun sering gondok juga sehh..
yg pasti sih intinya masih pengin retreattt... (>m<)

Wu Zhun vs Kim Bum

pic 1: Wu Zhun
pic 2: Kim Sang Bum

Two boys that make a lot of girl fallin love with him, cute, handsome, and have a distinct impression makes both this men admired by women.. So choose one pls :3

Edison Chen vs Keisuke Honda

pic 1: Edison Chen.
pic 2: Keisuke Honda.
Whadaya think bout this two people? He's two cool, isn't it? But if you must choose one, who will you choose from this pic? pls comment :3

Bring Me To Life - Evanescence

Lyrics to Bring Me To Life :
(feat. Paul McCoy)

How can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)

Everytime - Britney Spears

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

pusing gue..

blooogggg... mungkin terdengar agak pribadi.. tapi kok gue ngerasa kaya ga bisa percaya ama orang ya.. orang yang gue percaya..*ya begitulah..* semua dunia gue serasa jungkir balik gitu lohh.. rasanya gimanaaaaa gitu.. kaya nano-nano gitu dehh.. manis asem asin, rame rasanya hohohoh! apa ya.. susah juga sih untuk di ungkapin.. ga ngerti gue juga.. rasanya pengen nangis aja.. tapi kalo ada yang tanya "nangis nape lu?" "gue jg bingung knp gue nangis.." gue pasti jawab gitu.. rasanya emang pengen nangis.. udah apa ya.. gak bisa ngmg gue.. bkn dalam arti gak mau ngmg, tapi emang ga bisa ungkapin.. gue.. aduh, gak bisa ngmg, gue masih gak ngerti, apa iya bener doi udah ga marah lagi sama gue? apa iya cerita yg dikasih tau *blabla* itu bener? gue jadi gak bisa percaya orang.. gue ga ngerti harus gimana.. gue harus percaya sapa.. gue pikir dia emang udah parah bgt sama gue wktu itu.. tp knp gue ga bisa benci selama-lamanya kaya gue benci sama *sapa ya?*. walopun orang yg gue curhatin blg doi itu parah, tapi kok kayanya tetep aja gue ga bisa benci sama doi.. ato gue udah terlanjur anggep doi sahabat? ato gue udah terlanjur anggep semua sikap2nya itu wajar...? ato.. gue udah anggep doi itu.. apaya..? ya pokonya arti sahabat menurut gue itu saling memaklumi dan saling menutupi.. gue ngerasa wkt itu doi egois, doi bilang gue sahabat.. tapi doi msh belom bisa maklumin sikap2 gue yang.. yaaaa begitulah menurut mrk2.. gue masih ga ngerti.. tapi ya, gue gak mau pusing, so.. lets have fun guys! :DD

dear blog :3

dear blog, how long is my life? why i should know this life? why should i know the truth?
dear blog, long time no see..:)
blog.. i gotta headache yesterday.. until now. P.E,
calisthenics was DISASTER! i dont like that.. if just front roll and khayang maybe i can do that.. but "singkap lilin"? its disaster! make my body stiff! swt!
the sports i like just basketball badminton, tennis, swimming, run, etc. although im not good at sports... but i like it XD
i want to say:

JUST SAY NO TO CALISTHENICS!! ergh

Iris by The Goo Goo Dolls (L)

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

Secrets - One Republic

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til' all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My god, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything

So tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want from here
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, All my secrets away

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QCub4Vi-1KI

Fireflies - Owl City (L)

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Cause they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude, but I
Would just stand and stare.

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd
Rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
Cause everything is never as it seems.

Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightening bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance.
A foxtrot above my head,
A sock-hop beneath my bed,
The disco ball is just hanging by a thread.

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd
Rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
Cause everything is never as it seems.
(When I fall asleep.)

Leave my door open just a crack.
(Please take me away from here.)
Cause I feel like such an insomniac.
(Please take me away from here.)
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here.)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep
To ten million fireflies.
I'm weird, cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell.
But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cause I saved a few,
And I keep them in a jar.

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd
Rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
Cause everything is never as it seems.
(When I fall asleep.)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd
Rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=psuRGfAaju4

aih2

Bete deh... hari senen libur siiihh.. tapi masa kagak bole gadang. gak asik bangettttts! btw.. apa ya, gw jadi bingung mau ngmg apa di blog ini. pokonya.. ada 1 yang mo gw utarain. LAGUNYA OWL CITY FIREFLIES MANTAPFH!!! AKU SUKAAA! Aku suka ku suka.. wkwkwk *lagu dora the explorer*
hari iniii... menyenangkan n gak jugaaaaa... btw, skrg dah jam brp yaaa? udah subuh yg pasttiii.. n yg pasti.. hikss.. bokap marah2 ><
aduhhhhhhh! masih mau begadang! masi mau chat! masi mau maeeeennn! blom ngantuk pula.. mo gimana nih? bingung sayaa.. ehehehehe

Lomba Cerpen

Temen-temen, kemaren2 gw ama temen gw, liat brosur lomba cerpen di mading..
ehehehe, gak yakin sih bisa menang ato gakk.. tapi kan se tidaknya gw udah usahaa... blom kumpul naskah nya sihh... karena emg blom kelarrr...wkowkowkow! iyalah blom kelarrr... orang baru tau kemaren.. baru ngetik juga kemarenn... hahaha.. kemaren aja.. gw marahhh banget sama orang bernama *******!!!!!! nyebelin abis! cuih! kesel bangettt, ampe2 gw marah2 di tm pas lagi maen.. tanya aja dah sama katal.. sama kaselon.. pasti pada tau saya marah2..wkwkwk
tapi sebenernya kaga jelas juga sih gua marah2 kenapaa... *jadi bingung sndiri* kemaren ide gw udah bagus2 tuh yaa... udah kebayang deh betapa stressnya kalo baca cerita bikinan gw kaya gitu.. tapi ceritanya jadi melencing! ehh.. melencong! gak sesuai ide gw! weeeeee.... gak bangettt! padahal gw udah ngebayangin alias imajinasiin cerita yang DAHSYAT MAKNYOS MENGGELEGAR TAK TERTAHAN KAN! wkwkwwkwk lebay banget guaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! XP
kapan2 kalo novel2 gw udah kelar ato cerpennya udah kelarr... gw mo coba pub. disini ahh.. ehehehhee.. ;P

BETE

Bete banget! udah mau masuk sekolah rasanya mendingan ga usah masuk aja selamanya ==""
BETE abis... mana tugas banyak belom kelar lagi.. bgimana ini??
ARGH!! SEBEL GUA!
Ini udah Sabtu.. Besok Minggu.. Besoknya udah SENIN!!!!!!
MALES BANGET MASUK SEKOLAH!! RASANYA MENDINGAN ANYUT KE MADAGASCAR AJA DARIPADA SKOLAH..

Sama Aja

Semua orang di dunia sama aja =="
Nilai gw selalu kaya gitu =="
Cihh...
Emang gua sejahat itu apa ama kalian ya?
=="" =="" ==""
Gua lagi gua lagi =="
Salah mulu gua....
Semua orang selalu bilang ama gua kaya gitu..
Sopo yo yg bisa bener2 ngertiin gw??
Hmm...
Gw rasa SAHABAT SEJATI itu emang kaga ada dahh..
ckckckk
==""

BOSAN

LAMA LAMA SAYA BOSAN
BOSAN
BOSAN
BOSAN BOSAN
BOSAN BOSAN BOSAN
BOSAN BOSAN BOSAN BOSAN
BOSAN BOSAN BOSAN BOSAN BOSAN
BOSAN BOSAN BOSAN BOSAN
BOSAN BOSAN BOSAN
BOSAN BOSAN
BOSAN
BOSAN
LAMA LAMA SAYA BOSAN

Males dah!

Males banget dah!!!
Masa libur-libur dikasih tugas setumpuk gitu! ga bangett!!!!
Kalo gitu sih lebih baik ga usah libur ajaa!
Bayangin aja.. tugas setumpuk banyak gitu!

  • IPS meringkas bab 15 yang tebelnya buju bunehh..
  • MAT bikin latihan buku paket ber nomor 1-20/15 *gila*
  • BIO meringkas bab 10-11 setress abis!
  • B Ing bikin latihan buku Challenges..
  • Fisika bikin LKS selembar PENUH. gilaaaa!!!!!
  • B Ind wawancara gw blom diketik..
  • terus.. IPS gw praktek blom kelarrr!
  • teruss... KESENIAN GW SANG SENI RUPA YANG RUPAWAN! boro2 selesai... ada 3/2 tugas yg blom kelarr!!!!!
  • apa lagi kaga inget dah tuh!
Gimana kaga stress coba gw di kasih tugas bergunung gitu pas libur =="
Dimana-mana orang kalo libur, maunya tuh NYANTAI.
ini malah... SANGAT NYANTAI. SAKING SANTAINYA..
jadi SIBUK gw..
=="""""
LIBURAN YANG TIDAK MENYENANGKAN. >:(

strange feel

ini aneh tau! aneh suerr!!!!
gw gatau mimpia apaan lusa lalu..
bisa bgini toh yaaaaa??????????
MUMET!!!!! kampret deh..
kalo gitu gw ga nanya sama dia nih,
kalo akhirnya gini.... PUSING

Senangnyaa! :)

Wahhh! Senangnyaaaaa.. gara gara maen TM temen gw tmbh bnyk :)
hehehe :P
walaupun ada yg rada2 parah bokepnya!
astaga naga beleduk banget deh...
bokep tuh ga kira2..
terus sukanya pake bahasa dewa langit ke 8 XD
hahahaha XD
tapi tetep seneng kok :)
soalnya jadi bisa kenal sama ank penabur laen jugaaa :D
bisa kenal Cicit Nana, Icel, Dyana, Kakek Rhito, Gilang, Ka nanas gula, Ka Qyu.. Ryan.. Ka Alex.. Dll
banyak deh XD
gw jadi kaya ngomong sama diary sendiri :P
biarin deh, hehehe :P

nice love

It's good to love some one..
It's good to be loved...
but
It's not good if you don't love some one and you hurt him/her..
and the persons is love you..
you're be loved...
he/she love you..
but you don't.....

Don't hurt him/her with a reason like "white lie"..
It's not good...
cause YOU WILL HURT HIM.....

LOVE will be good.. nice... fondle.. cute.. sweet.. for a reason.
but LOVE will be not good.. not nice.. rough.. disaster.. painful.. etc. for a reason too....

So, be careful to love some one..

Why?

Kenapa orang yang sakit keras, sangat menginginkan hidup seperti kita,
sedangkan kita sendiri ingin membuang jauh-jauh hidup ini,
kita merasa hidup ini tidak adil dan merasa lebih baik mati.
Jika orang yang merasakan kekurangan besar dalam hidupnya n itu takdir hidupnya,
orang itu menginginkan seperti kita, menjadi normal.
Kita malah tidak menghargainya dan ingin meninggalkan takdir kita yang indah ini...
Apa sebenarnya manusia itu wajar?

Sike!

Sike! kesel gw! tuh anak kebo ngelunjak! valen's day gak ada berharganya sedikitpun dimata gw!
GW SEBEL! THANKSGIVING JUGA BAKALAN SAMA AJA!!!!
SEBEL
SEBEL
SEBEL!
hiihh!!

Make a wish

Valentine emang belom hadir...
Tapi gw pengen make a wish duluan niihhh
gw cuma mauu.....




MASALAH GW SELESAI. ALL CLEAR.


Bisa ga ya terkabuul?
Amieeennnnnn..... :)

Valentine

Aihhhhh!

Aihh Aihh Aihhhhh...
Lo kok cakep banget si????
Lo kok keren banget sii??
Gw yang terlalu gila ato elu yang stress ya?
wkwkwk
Aih...
Kayanya gw kalo **** sama orang ga begini deh...
Gw tu kalo **** sama orang, pasti selalu ngejelek-jelekin dia.
N kalo gw udah muji-muji dia itu artinya gw udah ga ****...
Tapi kok sekarang ga si?!
IHH.. Gw anehh......
Gw udah muji2 ampe terbang ke langit terus jatoh ke laut,
Tetep aje ngerasa ada yang aneh tiap dia lewat.
Kadang ngerasa aneh, kadang biasa aja siihhh...
Tapi, ga tau ahh.. Aneehhh.
Kwkwkwkw.. EGAPE.

....

akhirnya apa yg gw bilang beneran kejadian-kan?
halaaahh WTF lahh...
Good friend pala ama pantat lu sumbing noh!
hihh!

Bastard!

Dasar, nyemot!
Cape gw cuyyyy!
Gw pengen nangis lepas, kaya *****..
Tapi boro2 bisa...
Aii lahhh..

Imbas

Kenapa Cougars yang bubar, gw ngerasa, gw deh yang kena imbas?
Ancol banget lah!
Mungkin sekarang pas gw tanya ke Feli,
Dia masih mao ngomong ama gw...
Tapi paling besok juga boro-boro inget nama gw...
Bisa aje ga inget gw idup didunia yang sempit ini.
Gila aje lu semua! Gw udah sabar-sabarin.. Uda tabah-tabahin...
Sekarang NAEK DARAH tau ga?!!
Lu tuh! Kalo mantan Cougars yang laen dateng aje lu sambut...
Pake sejuta senyum termanis yang pernah ada.
KALO GW DATENG AJE! Boro-boro senyum, ngomong ama gw aje blom tentu! Malahan adanya lu semua bikin muka ala kesemek busuk yang baru jatoh dari poon...
Ngeliat gw aje ngelengos!
Bilang aje.. Susah amat! Setiap kali lu selalu ninggalin gw! LU GA PERNAH NGANGGEP GW PENTING!!!!
Kalo anak yang laen LU SEMUA SELALU ANGGEP PENTING!! Tau ga si?!!
Kalo **** pergi lu juga tungguin, lu juga ikut!
KALO GW APA?!!!! GW PERGI, GW MATI, GW KECELAKAAN, GW DIDORONG KELIANG KUBUR, GW DICULIK, GW DIPERKOSA, GW DIBUNUH, LU JUGA GA AKAN PERDULI!!!!!!!
Yang adanya lu malah ketawa BAHAGIA ngeliat gw digituin!!
Apaan tuh namanya good friend?!
TAI lu! GOOD FRIEND, GOOD FRIEND, APA YANG GW BILANG TERJADIKAN?
LU JUGA BAKALAN SAMA KAYA YANG LAENNYA!
PADA AKHIRNYA LU JUGA AKAN JAUHIN GW!
SEMUA ORANG SAMA AJA! GW GA PERNAH BISA LIAT ORANG LAEN GA ANGGEP GW INI PEMBAWA SIAL.
Mungkin pada awalnya temenan sama gw, lu ga akan jauhin gw, lu bakalan bilang lu ga akan ninggalin gw kaya laenya, lu juga bilang gw good friend lu, lu bilang temen sejati itu ga akan pernah ada, dan lu juga bilang kalo gw ama *** itu temen bae lu. Tapi apa intinya?
Intinnya juga lu sama! LU SAMA AJA, SAMA-SAMA ANGGEP GW PEMBAWA SIAL!
LU SAMA AJA JAUHIN GW!
Dasar ****, ****, *******, *****, bener-bener DAMN! DARN! RETARD! BASTARD! KNAVE! SHIT!
Apaan tuh mulut?! Manis banget kata-kata lu?
SO SWEET......................
Tapi berakhir
SO ANNOY! SO KNAVE! SO RETARD! SO BASTARD! SO BITCH! etc.
HAAAAHHH..... Maafin gw deh, emang gw bawa sial buat lu semua mulu.
Kalo emang lu merasa terbebani karena adanya gw yang bikin masalah buat lu,
Yang pasti lu bukan sahabat bae gw. Jadi jangan bacot deh.
Gw juga udah cape lu beginiin terus. Mendingan kalo emang kesel ama gw, ya ga usah kaya bajingan gitu....
Mao bales dendam? Gara-gara waktu itu gw sebel ama lu n ga bilang sama lu?!
Silahkan. Gw udah ga peduli. Udah pusing!
Kalo perlu, supaya ga ribet, lu langsung "bina" aje gw... ato musnahin skalian!
Tancep langsung pake piso di ruang tabog. Ato pinjem gunting orang terus langsung tusuk! Lu tusuk 12 bagian kalo perlu *ih wawww.. sadis, tapi kok mirip sate yak? ckck*!! Mutilasi jadi 8 bagian! Ato lu kasih gw minuman beracun, racun serangga kek, racun tikus kek, racun gajah kek, racun badak kek.. terserah ape mao lu dah.. *gw mao ngamuk jadi ngakak, gw marah apa ngelawak si?! ga bisa bedainnn... huft!* Atooo.. Mmm... lu dorong gw ke kali ciliwung... Ato dorong gw kejalanan... biar ketabrak tronton kalo perlu.
Gampangkan??!

Aduh!

Duhhh.. Duhhhh.... Duhhhh!!
Gw pusing! Sebenernya si dari kemaren gw uda pusing2 plus enek, gw tahan, tapi sekarang kambuh...
Pusing banget!
Hari ini tuh udah cukup stress, ada ul fisika yg super autis!
Ul fisika nih hari seru abisss!! *maap ga bisa gw publikasiin yak! ntar ktauan lagiii.. wkwk :P*
Ul PLKJ jg lumayaaannn,
Tapi tetep aje gw stress.. pusinggg..
BANGET.
>:( badan gw serasa rontok nih!!

Regret


Why I have lost you?
Why You have dissapear?
Why You leave me, when I need you beside me?

Why You leave me, when I was fall into the dark?

Why? Why my bad feeling come true??

I wanna see You beside me...

I wanna see You be my comforter...

I wanna see You smiling on me

I wanna You are here... Be beside me till the end of my life story.

Why You should go far away before me?

Just You who wanna be my comforter...

You will be my comforter...

But now, You won't.

I wanna cry If I remembered all about You.

I would cry If I remember all the times that You always be with me...

I felt lonely without You. Without my comforter.

Like blind.

Felt frustrate without You that always welcomed me..

I'm regret now.
'Cause I never care bout You.
Never care bout something I must do for You.
I'm regret now...
But I can't do anything to have You back in my life.

To become my comforter again...

Why the regret always come at the end??

BT

Blog, BT nih gw.....
Enaknye ngapain yakk? BT BT BT BT BT BT BT
Bangetttttt...................
hikss... kangen Pixxie ahh. ;(

BF


Maapin gw, gw slalu bikin lu semua repot gara-gara gw... hikss ;( *kok gw ketularan lebay mode-on yak? wkwk*
wkwkwkwkwkwkkwkwwkwkwk *stress mode-on kambuh* wkwk :P
Ahh.. kok gw gaje siih? bodo lahh :P
Wahh kurang Finny... Finny sori yaahhh.. Gw ga punya foto lu sihhhhhh =="" maap-maappp :P

Salah mulu

Ini begitu salah.. tapi ini juga begitu benar untuk aku yang dilandaa..... blablablaa..
Begini salah. Begono salah. gw mesti begimane..?
Kayanye gw baru nyadar *ga tau sih, bener apa ga* pas tadi Feli ngomong, ada temen dia yang niruin blognya, gw bingung sape maksudnye... dia si blg ank BM. ga tau lahh...
Tapi pas gw perhatiin, kok nama blog gw mirip ama blog nye die ya?
*gw ga tau si* tapi jgn2 mksd nye gw??
Kalo emg maksudnye gw niru2 blog lu, sori dehh... gw ga sadar, gw cuma bikin yang nongol di kpala gw..
Gw ga nyadar kalo ternyata blog gw namanya mirip bgt ama punya lu..
Bukan niat gw kok ngikutin blog luu... gw ae baru nyadar... pisss.. :)
Beneran. Serius. Tapi terserah si kalo emang lu masih mao kesel n sebel ama gw gara2 ituuu..
Hak lu kok. :)
Yang pnting gw cuma mao bilang, kalo yang lu maksud tadi itu gw,
Sori, gw ga tau.. eh, lebih tepatnya ga sadar.
Maap jg gw selalu bawa sial buat lu-lu pada, kalo emg lu ttp kesel ama gw, terserah aja. Lu mao jauhin gw, ga pa-pa... Lu punya hak. Lu mao benci ama gw, jg lu punya hak... Lu mao ngomongin gw dibelakang jg lu punya hak... :)
Kalo emang lu kesel sama gw, gara2 itu, smpe terus-terusan, ya udah, gapapa.. Yang penting kalo emang lu ga mao deket2 gw lagi, masalah yang begini CLEAR duluuu... Baru lu jauhin gw.... Seengaknya perasaan bersalah gw ga makin numpuk jadi segunung Kidullll :) kwkw..
Sori juga kalo gw bnyk bgt bikin salah sama lu semuaa.. bikin lu semua jengkell, bikin lu semua sial, bikin idup lu semua berantakan. Gw beneran minta maaaaapppppp sebesar2nya Gunung Kidul beserta kawan-kawannyaaa.. kwkw.
N sori juga kalo pikiran gw salah lagiiiii... Gw-kan emang sotoooyyy banget.. Maklumin ajeee.. :P
wkwk. :)

SURAM!

Ni hari ape sih? Ga inget gw... Tau ahh.. bodo. Kalo ga salah si, pas hari Senen.
Pas hari Senen kurang suram apanya idup gw????
PARAH banget... gw ampir di dorong ke "TONG SAMPAH"... Finny ama Feli tegaaa. ckck.
Uda begitu.. Pas ude d jemput gw lgsg diamuk "MASSA"! Gimana gw esmoni gw pas tu hari??
Gile ae... Masa baru masuk ude kena "SIAL"??
Ckckck
Ga lucu tu hari....
ESMONI GW!
ESMONI KALO INGET YANG BEGITU... CKCKCK.. EGAPE dah GW..
MAO DIBILANG APE KEK. TERSERAH LUUU..
Lagian kaya gw peduli ae sama lu.. :P :P :P
Sori deh! Ga Minat.. Ga usah deh mikirin luu..
IDUP gw udah cukup SURAM n banyak MASALAH. Ga usah nambah-nambahin dengan KEHADIRAN lu di idup gw yg GA PENTING itu.
*SoSi amat ya gw?* wkwkkw.. :P
BODO ahh.. EGAPE! :P
Gw smpe tidur mulu... jarang banget keluar kamar pas Senen. Males bgt! Males banget sama orang yg cuma mikirin diri sendiri! GW GA DEMEN ahh.. >:(

Mimpi

Tadi tuh gw mimpi,
Koko gw beli piaraan baru..
Beli uler 3, laba2 , sm anjing pom 1 yang persis banget sama Pixxie.
terus gw tanya "Ko, ini ulernya berbisa ga? gigit ga?" terus dijawab,
"Ga... Jinak kok" katanya gitu. Terus, ceritanya nyokap gw pulang.
otomatis gw bukain pintu..
terus nyokap gw masuk rumah, masih d halaman sih..
terus supirnya mau masukin mobil. Eh taunya anjing pomnya kabur ke luar, masuk ke mobil
gw langsung lari ngejar tu anjing, pikiran gw, gw ga mau dia ilang kaya Pixxie dulu...
terus gw ga liat2 kanan-kiri lagi pas nyebrang ngejar tuh anjing..
gw peluk sambil nangis2 gw bilang "Pixxie...."
hikssss.. ;(
Mimpi yang GaJe n menyedihkan bagi gw...
;(

English exercise

IH sumpah! parah abis! masa blom kelar2 jugaaaa... lemot aahh
huahh...
capee..
pgn jln2 nih
bt gw.......................... mao ngedit foto, males.. nungguin meitu..
meitu bgs ga siihh?????
wkwk

ORANG GOBLOK BEGINI NIH!

One day, at Yahoo Messenger! :
kairisora96: disini ae
Jason Winata: oc
Jason Winata has selected the "Emoticats" IMVironment.

Jason Winata: kangen y?
Jason Winata: (emo)
kairisora96: najis (emo)
Jason Winata: (emo)
kairisora96: loh? emo yg 1 sala
Jason Winata: hwhwhwwhwhhwhwhw
kairisora96: (emo)
kairisora96: (emo)
Jason Winata: (emo)
Jason Winata: woh
Jason Winata: ad yg nyasar..
kairisora96: ap si? ga je
Jason Winata: =;:-/:-/:-/:-/:-/:-S:-S:-S:-S:-S:(:(:(:(:((:|(:|(:|(:|(:|:):):):):)
kairisora96: GA JELAS!
kairisora96: BACOT AH
Jason Winata: hwhwhwhwhwhwhwh
Jason Winata has selected the "Doodle" IMVironment.

kairisora96: lu mai aplot foto?
kairisora96: lu mao aplot foto?
kairisora96: cr ny buka album, add more photo, terus mark file yg mao d aplot
kairisora96: alay lu!
Jason Winata has selected the "Autumn Leaves" IMVironment.

Jason Winata has selected the "Falling Hearts" IMVironment.

BUZZ!!!
kairisora96: tae
kairisora96: najs
kairisora96: najis
Jason Winata: whhwhwhwhwhwhwh
kairisora96: najis
kairisora96: najis
kairisora96: najis
Jason Winata: muach
kairisora96: najis
kairisora96: najis
kairisora96: najis
BUZZ!!!
kairisora96: lu cewe ya?
kairisora96: ih
kairisora96: ga kaya cowo
Jason Winata: cwo
BUZZ!!!
kairisora96: ga gentle
kairisora96: ihhhh..
Jason Winata has selected the "Snowflake" IMVironment.

kairisora96: cewe bgt lu
Jason Winata: muach
Jason Winata has selected the "Emoticats" IMVironment.

Jason Winata has selected the "Orang Utan" IMVironment.

Jason Winata: di sebelah ad anda
BUZZ!!!
kairisora96: tai
Jason Winata: hhwhwhwhwhwhwhwhw
Jason Winata has selected the "Orang Utan" IMVironment.

kairisora96: ah alay ah bopung!
Jason Winata has selected the "Fishtank" IMVironment.

Jason Winata: bopung?
BUZZ!!!
kairisora96: ga ngrti?
kairisora96: bgs de
Jason Winata: jah
Jason Winata has selected the "Buddies" IMVironment.

kairisora96: becong
kairisora96: *bencong
Jason Winata: wew
Jason Winata: Oh... uh... Hello

Jason Winata: liat gambarny
Jason Winata: di chat
Jason Winata: Oh... uh... Hello

Jason Winata: ngupil..
Jason Winata: Ohhhhhh snap!

kairisora96: AH
kairisora96: JASON ALAY BGT LU!
kairisora96: DIEM AH
Jason Winata: (laughing)

kairisora96: JGN PKE AUDIBLE N GANTI2 IM!
kairisora96: GW LG NGRJAIN TUGAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jason Winata: (barfing sound)

kairisora96: GW LAGI BELAJAR TAI!
Jason Winata: ooo
Jason Winata: maap
kairisora96: tai si lu
Jason Winata: maap
kairisora96: tai
Jason Winata: maap
kairisora96: tai
kairisora96: tai
kairisora96: tai
kairisora96: tai
Jason Winata: maap
Jason Winata: (barfing sound)

kairisora96: males ah lu!
kairisora96: TAI
Jason Winata: Talk to the Hand! So, uh, what's going on?

Jason Winata: So where do you want me to stick ya? Cuz you're done.

kairisora96: GO TO HELL
Jason Winata: Haha... you're funny!

Jason Winata: That's not funny. That's not even in the same zip code as funny.

kairisora96: GW GA KONSEN!
kairisora96: TAI
Jason Winata: (laughing)

Jason Winata: (barfing sound)

Jason Winata: Ohhhhhh snap!

Jason Winata: Hey! Put a sock in it!

Jason Winata: Talk to the Hand! So, uh, what's going on?

kairisora96: gw doain lu ga lulus!
Jason Winata: Seriously - do us all a favor and unplug your computer now!

Jason Winata: apun
Jason Winata: ampun
Jason Winata: I'm sorry - was that a typo? Or are you really that stupid?

Jason Winata: I've gotten better IM's from a drunken monkey

kairisora96: tai lu! ngatain gw bego?!!
Jason Winata: kaga...
Jason Winata: I'm sorry - was that a typo? Or are you really that stupid?

kairisora96: itu audibles lu ape?! tai
kairisora96: lu kira gw ga ngrti inggris
Jason Winata: ngasal
kairisora96: ape?!
Jason Winata: Lei gong mey ah?

Jason Winata: Lambat macam siput.

kairisora96: nyemot lah
Jason Winata: 过来..近点...再近点...Kiss!

Jason Winata: Madonna: Quicker than a ray of light she's flying...

Jason Winata: Madonna: Quicker than a ray of light she's flying...

Jason Winata: Madonna: Who's that girl?

Jason Winata: Madonna: Who's that girl?

BUZZ!!!
Jason Winata: ?
Jason Winata: 心中的一團火,要爆了~看我神拳!!

kairisora96: ga bisa diem?! gw bisa cm ngmg ae?!!!
Jason Winata: 我在講你有沒有在聽啦~~你沒在聽嘛

Jason Winata: iia
Jason Winata: iia
Jason Winata: 愛你愛你愛你愛你......愛~~你唷!

Jason Winata: 阿是還要多久.....粉想睡了~

kairisora96: *ga
kairisora96: tai
Jason Winata: bisa..
Jason Winata: janji
kairisora96: bgs.
kairisora96: ngmg ae
kairisora96: ga usa alay!
Jason Winata: janji
Jason Winata: janji
Jason Winata: janji
kairisora96: gnti2 IM.. audibles.
kairisora96: ALAY!
Jason Winata: janji
Jason Winata: janji
Jason Winata: Hey sexy

Jason Winata: Hey! What's the big idea?

Jason Winata: Oh d-d-d-dear!

Jason Winata: Whatddayaknow

Jason Winata: T-I-double-guh-Rrr

Jason Winata: Isn't it romantic?

Jason Winata: Gawrsh!

Jason Winata: Hello there, friend!

Jason Winata: Oh d-d-d-dear!

Jason Winata: Hello, Akata, Akata!

Jason Winata: Gawrsh!

Jason Winata: Gawrsh!

Jason Winata: Gawrsh!

Jason Winata: Gawrsh!

Jason Winata: Gawrsh!

kairisora96: lu lagi gila disney?!
kairisora96: ah bacot la
Jason Winata: 过来..近点...再近点...Kiss!

Jason Winata: Halo Sayang

Jason Winata: Apa Kabar?

Jason Winata: Keren...

Jason Winata: Eh, Dikacangin

Jason Winata: Eh, Dikacangin

Jason Winata: Alamak!

Jason Winata: Lemayan...

Jason Winata: I'm sorry - was that a typo? Or are you really that stupid?

kairisora96: lu ga bisa diem?
Jason Winata: bisa
Jason Winata: So where do you want me to stick ya? Cuz you're done.

Jason Winata: (barfing sound)

kairisora96: ah!
kairisora96: bnci bgt gw sm lu
kairisora96: you just fuckin asshole!
Jason Winata: emg lg buat tgs ap?
Jason Winata: ??????
Jason Winata: ??????
Jason Winata: ?
Jason Winata: ?
Jason Winata: ?
Jason Winata: ?
Jason Winata: ?
Jason Winata: ?
Jason Winata: ?
Jason Winata: ?
Jason Winata: Talk to the Hand! So, uh, what's going on?

kairisora96:
Jason Winata: tenang
Jason Winata: emg lg buat tgs ap?
kairisora96: GA BISA! ALAY!
kairisora96: inggris bacot!
Jason Winata: ooooo
kairisora96: mkny diem
Jason Winata: emg knp?
kairisora96: drpd gw ga ladenin?!
Jason Winata: apyun
kairisora96: OTAK GW JADI BUNTU ANJING!
Jason Winata: tgas ap?
kairisora96: INGGRIS BIKIN PRESENTATION
Jason Winata: xuxa?
kairisora96: ASALKAN GW INGT GAMPANG
Jason Winata: ooo
kairisora96: lu prnh d ajarin word builder n sentence builder?
Jason Winata: blm tu bwe...
kairisora96: example noun apaaaa?? msh ingt? gw uda ga ingt.. pljrn SD.
Jason Winata:
Jason Winata: lupa..
Jason Winata: hwhwhwhwhwh
Jason Winata: i love you
Jason Winata: muach
Jason Winata: ne dya yg dri tdi d cri
Jason Winata: hhe
BUZZ!!!
kairisora96: Give some examples of noun???!!!!!!!!!! I hve forgetten that knowledge!!!!! shit you fuckin asshole.. Y cant help me?! SHIT! What primary school student are y?!
Jason Winata: ...
Jason Winata: we
Jason Winata: wewew
Jason Winata: ew
Jason Winata: ew
Jason Winata: ew
Jason Winata: ha?
Jason Winata: apaan?
Jason Winata: whwhhwhwhwhwhwhwhhwhw
kairisora96: If y hve forgotten that knowledge, what ABOUT ME?!!!!!!
kairisora96: ARGH!
Jason Winata: ?
Jason Winata: ga ngerti
Jason Winata: what?
Jason Winata: ???
Jason Winata: whay?
Jason Winata: ???
Jason Winata: what?
kairisora96: think with you logic
kairisora96: shittt! bitch.
kairisora96: hahh...
kairisora96: if y hve forgotten WHAT ABOUT ME??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
kairisora96: hiks
Jason Winata: bigung
kairisora96: ;(
kairisora96:
Jason Winata: yo
Jason Winata: whats up?
kairisora96: i hope your nature is calling =="
Jason Winata: apa....????
Jason Winata: dipanggil ke sna?
kairisora96: ga ngrti ga usah ngmg
kairisora96: usaha cari tau itu artinye ape
kairisora96: ko2 gw slalu ngmg kt2 semacem itu, tp itu versi gw
Jason Winata: oooo
Jason Winata is typing a message.
Jason Winata: : p

Mampoossss.. gw permalukan jg deh lu! muka kaya badak si! :P

Tugas!

Gile! Ni tugas nyemot bener dahh.. Ampe gw berjem-jem ga kelar!
Gw lupaaaaa!!!
LUPA!!
I HAVE FORGOTTEN THAT KNOWLEDGE, GUYS!
If Jason, that he's primary school student have forgotten that knowledge, what about me?????
what should I do??
HIKSS...
BINGUNG niiihhh.. TULUNGG!!!!
HELEP! HELEP!!
HELP ME!
EXAMPLES OF NOUN????????
O God.. pls help me...
plssssssss....... :(

Padet Banget Jadwal Hari Ini!

Kwkw..
Padet banget jadwal gw hari ni!
Sabtu, 6 Feb. 2010
  1. Jem 8 kesekolah ada tugas bikin lampion, ke rumah Sherly. Gila-gilaan di rumah Sherly, *Sherly, sabar yaaa.. maaf rumah lu ancur ama kita-kita. wkwk*
  2. Balik ke sekolah
  3. Ke rumah gw, ngerjain inggris.
  4. Diajak ke OH d3.
  5. Dirumah gw gila-gilaan
  6. Rumah gw ancur
  7. Gw tambah stress..
  8. GILA!
  9. Tugasnya blom slesai!
  10. AUTIS!
Gila kan??!!
Ckckk..

Berisik

Apaan sih??!!
Berisik!
Bawelllll!!!!
Protes mulu!
Maunye ape sih?!!!!!!!
Bikin ESMOSI aje!

Besok

Besok gimane??? gw ga ngerti dahh!
Besok kesekolah, terus ke rumah gw kerja kelompok..
GW PENGEN KE D3 IKUT OH!!!!!!!!! PENGEN IKUT!!! PENGEN!!!!
Terus gimane duong??? Bingung gw...
T_T

Haaahhhh

Ahhhh.....
Lega gw........
Walopun ga semua masalah gw lega alias selesai..
Tapi seenggaknya di hari JUMAT yang SELALU SIAL ini justru gw malah dapet keberuntungan!
Wkwkwk...
Walopun tadi di gramed bener-bener lengkap penderitaan gw..
Karena ada sekelompok orang GAK PENTING yang ada disana juga,
Jadi gw ikutan ngibrit sama Feli deh...
Tinggal Lauren ama Sherly aje yang kebingungan ada apaan...
Wkakakaka... lucu juga kalo diinget-inget
Tadi tuh gw ampir tinggal anak kls 7 sendirian! untung ada Finny yang abis latian padus MADESU itu...........
Gw sih tadinya pengen ikut, tapi ada kerja kelompok! N gw juga lupa :P wkwk.
Pas diingetin ama Fio, gw baru mikir... wkwkk :P
Maklumin aje deh... Gw kan lemioutttt :P wkwk
Td... gw males bahasnye ah.. Gw uda pgn lupain dia!
N sempet berhasil!
Tapi malah inget lagi! gara-gara belakangan ini juga tampangnya nongol!
Jadi gw mesti gimane?
EGP lahhhh :P

Pretty Boy by M2M

Pretty Boy by M2M :
I lie awake at night

See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you
I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometime I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall
You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you
[BRIDGE]
Oh pretty boy
Say you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

inget J.J! TAE... Males dengernye, tapi suka lagunye.. =="


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